A couple of weeks ago afriend Came to me. She told me that She is shocked and amazed how cold and iced hearted i was. with all the rush in college and whats going on at home ( i had few unstable moments back then ) , things going on with me gradutaing and my career .. how can i manage to smile through all of this . my world was collapsing infront of my eyes and i was calm as Sleeping Baby . She Told me that i must be without feeling .. if she were in my shoes she would go nuts ..
Then it took me a moment to realize how i've became like this. iam i REaly heartless . Why these things dont get to me . why cant i breakdown like every person I've known. is it a bad thing in me that i can't be senstive or show my emotions . iam i really with out feelings ..
Then it Hits me. Memories When i volunteered to be part of a program to few People had autism. The way i looked at them . they were do happy and friendly . like they got no wrong in there lives .. like they're living in heaven not in just some unqualified bulding with not enough care .. they lived as a small family . even if they arn't blood related . They included me like a member of there small family .. even when i was a total stranger . They showed me whats life all about .. They showd me no matter how bad it can get There is always love and hope ..they made me believe with all what i thought was huge issues it was nothing comparing to what do they have to suffer every day .. and they accept it with wide Smile..
So if you think My issues is The Real thing here .. then yeah iam heartless .. i don't have time to waste it with tny Problems (Ps) while i got the big Ps .. So guys here is my Advice "STOP BITCHING AROUND" about Everything .. Stop commiting sucide over losing a girl or a guy .. Stop Whining like a baby trapped in a huge body.. Get up and fix your world .. Think of whats good you could be possiably achiveing instead of your Life full of Crap ..
Its a matter of a decision to change From a useless Riot ( Like i used to be) to a total Useful Person.. We Need you dude.. be Sane again,, ;Pp~ lol
Then it took me a moment to realize how i've became like this. iam i REaly heartless . Why these things dont get to me . why cant i breakdown like every person I've known. is it a bad thing in me that i can't be senstive or show my emotions . iam i really with out feelings ..
Then it Hits me. Memories When i volunteered to be part of a program to few People had autism. The way i looked at them . they were do happy and friendly . like they got no wrong in there lives .. like they're living in heaven not in just some unqualified bulding with not enough care .. they lived as a small family . even if they arn't blood related . They included me like a member of there small family .. even when i was a total stranger . They showed me whats life all about .. They showd me no matter how bad it can get There is always love and hope ..they made me believe with all what i thought was huge issues it was nothing comparing to what do they have to suffer every day .. and they accept it with wide Smile..
So if you think My issues is The Real thing here .. then yeah iam heartless .. i don't have time to waste it with tny Problems (Ps) while i got the big Ps .. So guys here is my Advice "STOP BITCHING AROUND" about Everything .. Stop commiting sucide over losing a girl or a guy .. Stop Whining like a baby trapped in a huge body.. Get up and fix your world .. Think of whats good you could be possiably achiveing instead of your Life full of Crap ..
Its a matter of a decision to change From a useless Riot ( Like i used to be) to a total Useful Person.. We Need you dude.. be Sane again,, ;Pp~ lol
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