Are we with out Feelings?..

A couple of weeks ago afriend Came to me. She told me that She is shocked and amazed how cold and iced hearted i was. with all the rush in college and whats going on at home ( i had few unstable moments back then ) , things going on with me gradutaing and my career .. how can i manage to smile through all of this . my world was collapsing infront of my eyes and i was calm as Sleeping Baby . She Told me that i must be without feeling .. if she were in my shoes she would go nuts ..

Then it took me a moment to realize how i've became like this. iam i REaly heartless . Why these things dont get to me . why cant i breakdown like every person I've known. is it a bad thing in me that i can't be senstive or show my emotions . iam i really with out feelings ..

Then it Hits me. Memories When i volunteered to be part of a program to few People had autism. The way i looked at them . they were do happy and friendly . like they got no wrong in there lives .. like they're living in heaven not in just some unqualified bulding with not enough care .. they lived as a small family . even if they arn't blood related . They included me like a member of there small family .. even when i was a total stranger . They showed me whats life all about .. They showd me no matter how bad it can get There is always love and hope ..they made me believe with all what i thought was huge issues it was nothing comparing to what do they have to suffer every day .. and they accept it with wide Smile..

So if you think My issues is The Real thing here .. then yeah iam heartless .. i don't have time to waste it with tny Problems (Ps) while i got the big Ps .. So guys here is my Advice "STOP BITCHING AROUND" about Everything .. Stop commiting sucide over losing a girl or a guy .. Stop Whining like a baby trapped in a huge body.. Get up and fix your world .. Think of whats good you could be possiably achiveing instead of your Life full of Crap ..

Its a matter of a decision to change From a useless Riot ( Like i used to be) to a total Useful Person.. We Need you dude.. be Sane again,, ;Pp~ lol

is The war Our Fault ...

For the past few Years .. We've experiance war .. all over the world .. alot of tears been shed.. alot of hearts been shattered ..alot of people died between our arms .. Our brothers .. Our Sisters .. Even our own Children ... is it there Fault .. is it America or Isreal Fault .. No its not .. Its Our fault for letting them in .. Its our fault because each of us mind his own business .. we fell apart .. We let them in and Now we blame them !!.. well before we blame others for our actions .. lets straighten ours .. lets fill the gaps .. and then Re-act .. Defend our counties our religion and Our belifs ..

all we hear//see .. people have been killed .. We're killing them .. not there people .. OURS .. Why .. Why would you kill your own blood .. your own brother .. your own child .. Do you think you're hounering our Relegion .. Well You're not .. you're only defiling it .. there is no houner in killing people .. there is no Victory in destroying your country .. and defently there is No Fucking greatness in blowing your self ,, and harm others .. take houses .. homeless people and distroy lives ... you have no right to do it ..

And as a muslim i will fight you .. and Fight for my islam .. With building my country ... Helpping my people .. and Raise the level of my knowledge .. our knwledge .. be civilized and re-act reasonably .. for proving that they have not right to remain in our countries .. we have the power to manage alone .. we have minds to think with.. we have knowledge to fight with not just few bulets and bombs ... let them know that we're better then them and we can defeat them in there own battle .. in there own field .. we defeat them with knowledge and civilization .. let them be the mistaken ones .. let them retreated and think of what they've done to us ..

bring peace to our world .. Bring peace to our muslim countries ,,,and bring Peace for Our arab world .. the People that iam Proud to be one of them .. and i'll fight for there rights as long as iam breathing ...

Peace

Can Women Have Balls ?!

Before i Answer this Question .. Sexist Problem is a Huge issue spread Among Arabs .. Traditions and our culture Hold us back .. Our Community Wont accept that the Woman Can be Equal to a Man .. Women always should be in the second place after men.. well i don't believe in that... thats why when we asked for our full rights and we fought for it ..they finally realize its true .. we should get our rights.. but here is what i think they didn't give as our full rights because they think we're equal to them.. but the knew that our traditions and our Community will Hold us back .. and we'll Prefer to stay at Home just to Avoid shame or bring it to the ones we love .. because once a woman disagrree with her husband, brother or father then she is shame to this community .. Well Guys .. Good bye for the secoend Place .. we're fighting your small minds and limited thoughts .. women now adays Can do what you can do and even better ...

Now i can give you the answer of this question .. We can have balls in two ways .. an operation to change sex.. :Pp~~~ (lol).. and in proving men wrong .. do what We would do .. dicide our own future and never look back .. lead .. and go for the top .. never think we're less then men .. never think we have to go get primission just to talk .. and never think we're not heard any more ... Goodbye for those days where He can be in control .. think for us .. and decide for us ..
Iam proud of being a woman .. and i will Say it loudly .. With out us there wont be You .. We're the other half and we're eQual to you guys .. we complete you .. you need us as we need you .. lets work togather for a better place .. lets not be held back by few traditions that barry us (women) alive .. Kill our rights .. and be the followers not the leaders ... not the Partners .. not the other halves ..

Iam sending this to every woman .. to let her know that she is brave and she's equal to any man .. she should be proud of it and not feel ashamed .. Be strong and fight for her rights ,, not to be weak and watch others draw her future plans for her ..

Be a Woman and Lift your head up high ..We Got a Message to Deliever so are they .. We Are Equal but not the Same .. We Got As much important message to deliever to Humanity as they are .. There is always a goal .. but there are Different methods to Reach that goal .. Togather for a better country .. fight the Sexist ..